Even though nothing special has happened today, I’m in such a good mood. It must be from hanging out with my OW people and from just spending some time with God. 

Retreat was truly a blessing and I feel as if God lead me to Washington to find the church that would help me repair my relationship with Him. The theme was on freedom through Christ and I think it was really beneficial especially for where I am in my life. The things that I learned seemed to be directly related to my struggles now and it was really liberating to just learn how to free myself from the strongholds that weigh down on me and getting rid of the shame that sin brings.  I really hope that I continue to implement the teachings that I have learned so that I can build a stronger relationship with God and have a more personal relationship with Him. 

Even though we’re a 1,000 miles away, you always know how to make me smile. You’re more special to me than you think. I miss you. 

guess who gets to work tomorrow night (err I guess tonight) after bio labb -______-

even with a boyfriend I don’t get a valentine’s day 

SIGH SAD LIFE

guess it’s time to watch movies with cake and ice cream and get fat.. 

It was a super tiring but fun day with babe. We ended up only going on a few fun rides but watching World of Color and the fireworks were the main reason we went to Disneyland. I had never seen World of Color so I was blown away. The water matched so well with the music and just everything was crazy beautiful. The fireworks were just as magical. I personally love fireworks so I loved it, plus babe had never seen the fireworks at Disneyland. Also, Carsland was AMAZING. Down to every little detail, it was beautiful. Besides the fact that both babe and I were dead tired, our day, atleast mine, was so great. Spending a day at Disneyland with my baby<3

Love is our true destiny.
We do not find the meaning of life by ourselves alone-
We find it with another
- Thomas Merton

pot is legalized in Washington.. this is going to be interestingg

the moment I walk into my room I run into my desk and my pinkytoe starts bleeding and I like pull a muscle in my neck as I try to jump up on my bed… the start to a great weekend..

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please just… stop it. It’s just really rude of you to be calling Kevin a player when you probably don’t even know him well or our relationship. He’s my tumblr/tc yeobo.. he’s not trying to hit on me. so just please stop it.. I love kevin.. I doo he’s one of my really good friends. he’s a sweetie and has a big big heart and a really good voice.

I love both Kevin and Elliot.. I love Kevin because he’s a super super great guy and I’m in love with Elliot. Kevin and I are just good friends. soooo please stop being so rude..

Plus if you wanted to talk about guys hitting on me you should be talking to the guys here not Kevin … kthanks

and to all of those hatinn on him anyways stappeeettt. why don’t you try getting to know himm you’d  find out that he’s a super sweet kid.

My friend and I were talking about how we’ve never seen this one girl in our class eat a real meal and he says, “I don’t understand why people change what they look like to get people to like them. I mean it just doesn’t make sense because someone will like you no matter what you look like because your personality will be great enough to get them. I mean it’s unattractive to see girls do that. It’s just so stupid because even if you have a crap personality, someone will still like you.”

Honestly, I have the best boyfriend in the world. Babe is so sweet and he always knows what to say to cheer me up. I don’t know what I did to get such an amazing guy.

I was having a pretty crapp day today.  I was just so out of it and it was one of those moods where you just wanna punch something or someone but of course babe changed that mood a little bit ^^ I swear I wonder how I got so lucky.

I hate that there are 1200+ miles separating us. 1 more month till I get to see him again.

I miss him so much.